Beggars Can't be Choosers

Beggars can't be choosers because they're losers. Makes sense to me. I'm sick and a loser. Not because I say so. My government said so. Losers lose choices and have to prove they need help. Apparently, there has been a run on those claiming to be disabled who are not. Or, someone has perceived that. In any case, it's now my job to document what ails me on a daily basis. So, I'm a good girl and I'll do it.

Today: not taking my chemo or biological medicine because they're incompatible with surgery, which i may need immediately...my left foot is swollen and throbbing...it hurts to walk...my middle toe on the left foot aches too...my hip is hurting and i'm limping on the right side...my entire lower back is aching and painful...i can sit for about 30 minutes and then need to lay or stand...every few minutes i change position...my backside is throbbing...the muscles under my scapulae are throbbing...i have a headache...my right arm is achy...my neck hurts on right side and muscles are very tight...this is a good day...no cane...awake...but will probably take something shortly...could not take pain medications earlier because i had to drive the car.